Anniversary
Let our love be asymmetrical. Let it tilt on its axis, curved in shadow, carved in light. Let the apple bob and right itself, expose bruised then brighter sides. Let us not be wedded to belief in inertia—know the marriage spins and shifts. Hear how the heart grinding silent gears, steers love’s fat planet towards unnamed planes while we slumber on. If we wake one season behind, and a syzygy of moon, lake, mantle, makes us crazy, makes the forest a maze, let us know there are still fish in the river, my veins’ dark oil, your mouth’s red flame—a sky of lopsided stars to light our way home.
previously published in “The Smoking Poet”
Robertson Boulevard Onramp
First a spark, then flames of floral consensus. We’re a patch on a hill under a freeway with enough mineral seepage to start a yellow riot. A thousand button heads bowed beneath
the concrete proscenium—roar of idling engines and the screech-hiss-honk we’ve come to hear
as applause. Just look at those cars lining up. Eyes cast on us not the road. We’re candy
for the weary and ground-trodden, lemony pearls at the city’s soot-stained feet. In the quotidian
straits of rush hour, where boulderday meets bouldernight, we dash the blues with our siren
show, landscape boosting your nerves for the long drive home. No need to thank us;
we thrive on simple gifts. Bouquet to the world of sun-stung blossoms, our own standing ovation.
previously published in “Linebreak”
Strange Flesh
After the good doctor finished suturing my gums— periodontal deus, ex-machina of scalpel, thread, a trapdoor flap of cadaver flesh stitched to the eroded ridge of my incisors, he paused. As if to let me ponder and consider the foreign meat he’d just served to the upper room of my mouth— jellied tidbit, a red membrane morsel some kind donor pledged before exiting this life.
I said nothing. Spit the last mucous stream into his paper cup, my tongue finally at rest in its numb cheek tomb. What was there to say? Hadn’t I been taught to taste the blood, eat the body of an unknown brother? And to what purpose if not for mystery, for human communion with every sister roaming this frail and fallen planet?
Here’s to you, nameless one, for inking the little O on your DMV form, for prettying up my smile, giving me a sturdier bite. We’re family now. May the words of my mouth be worthy of your end, your great gingival sacrifice. Asleep in the earth chewing dust, or at sea, drunk on the watery abyss, may you decay in all the right places and be glad as I am, for the feeding. previously published in “Passages North”
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