Sanctuary
Home is a missing tooth.
The tongue reaches
for hardness
but falls
into absence.
From Keeping Time With Blue Hyacinths (University of Arkansas Press)
The Outsider
I know what it’s like to be an outsider, a kharejee.
I know how English sounds
when every word is only music.
I know how it feels not
to be an American, an English, a French.
Call them
—Amrikayee, Ingleesee, Faransavi,
see them
see me as alien, immigrant, Iranee.
But I’ve been here so long.
they may call me American,
with an American husband
and American children…
But mark this— I do not belong anywhere.
I have an accent in every language I speak.
From Rooftops of Tehran (Red Hen Press)
The Chill
On the bed’s edge,
that precipice of loneliness,
sleep withholds its grace.
He presses his groin to her ass,
his warm hands loving her breasts,
the hollow of her waist,
her shoulder’s arching bones,
kisses the nape of her neck,
sinks his head in her hair like a man
who’s seen the dark ghosts of fog.
She wants to trample
this pain, give him
the lions in her throat,
the swans in her groin,
these wolves in her hips,
but her skin cries no, her bones
won’t budge, and her tongue refuses.
When he pulls away, cold air stirs,
awakens a chill that freezes
and rends their lives into
a thousand irretrievable shards.
From Keeping Time With Blue Hyacinths (University of Arkansas Press)
How Hard Is It to Write a Love Song?
Last night a sparrow flew into my house,
crashed against the skylight and died:
I want to write a love song.
Poppy seed cake on china plate,
tea like auburn gold, the New York Times
open on the table, black with news,
and the man I still love with me.
The newspaper says in Conakry a man is
sticking his Kalashnikov into a woman. Now
he’s pulling the trigger.
Hummingbirds zip through the garden.
My lover slowly rocks in the hammock,
a spy novel on his stomach.
I flip a page and a Nigerian soldier
shoots a man because he’s parked badly,
and takes the dead man’s hat.
The bougainvillea has burst into pinks and reds,
the colors of Kabul’s sidewalks after a suicide attack.
The child next door squeals with laughter.
How hard is it to write a love song?
A little in-the-moment swim,
a bit of Bach—perhaps.
From Keeping Time With Blue Hyacinths (University of Arkansas Press)
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photo credit: Sophie Kandaouroff
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